My dear Miss Darnford,
I hope you are happy and well. You kindly say you can't be so, till you hear of my perfect Recovery. And this, blessed be God! you have heard already from Mr. B.
As to your Intimation of the fair Nun, ‘tis all happily over. Blessed be God, for that too: And I have a better and more indearing Husband than ever. Did you think that could be?
My Billy too improves every Day: And my dear Father and Mother seem to have their Youth renew’d like the Eagle’s. How many Blessings have I to be thankful for!
We are about to turn Travellers, to the Northern Counties, I think, quite to the Borders; and afterwards to the Western, to Bath, to Bristol, and I know not whither myself. But among the rest, to Lincolnshire, that you may be sure of. Then how happy shall I be in my dear Miss Darnford!
I long to hear whether poor Mrs. Jewkes is better or worse for the Advice of the Doctor, whom I order’d to attend her from Stamford; and in what Frame her Mind is.
Do, my dear Miss, vouchsafe her a Visit, in my Name; tell her, if she be low-spirited, what God has done for me, as to my Recovery, and comfort her all you can; and bid her spare neither Expence nor Attendance, nor any thing her Heart can wish for, nor the Company of any Relations or Friends she may desire to be with her.
If she is in her last Stage, poor Soul! how noble will it be in you to give her Comfort and Consolation in her dying Hours!
Altho’ we can merit nothing at the Hand of God, yet I have a Notion, that we cannot deserve more of one another, and, in some Sense, for that Reason, of Him, than in our Charities on so trying an Exigence! When the poor Soul stands shivering, as it were, on the Edge of Life, and has nothing strong, but its Fears and Doubts!—Then a little Balm pour’d into the Wounds of the Mind, a little comforting Advice to rely on God's Mercies, from a good Person; how consolatory must it be! And how, like Morning Mists before the Sun, must all Diffidences and gloomy Doubts be chased away by it!