The Case of Claud Cardew's Violin: Race, Anxiety, and the British Empire Mail

Abstract In the summer of 1894, Claud Cardew, then at British Central Africa, asked his brother in England to send him a violin. In tracing the violin's trajectory from metropole to colony, this article combines two inquiries. It probes, firstly, the emotional vocabulary surrounding Claud's request, and secondly, the technology underpinning the British Empire mail. Closely reading the Cardew family letters alongside postal documents, the author argues that for Claud, the violin's delayed arrival triggered a tangled nexus of anxieties, stemming from both the colonial racial hierarchy and the changing expectations surrounding modern technology. Much like the cultural connotations carried by the violin itself, efficient mail delivery denoted racial superiority. Furthermore, the empire mail gained significance in the minds of British users for its racially loaded function as potentially mitigating colonizers’ anxiety in the face of outnumbering locals. Yet the violin's failure to arrive when expected led to mounting anxiety, as claims for colonizers’ dominance cracked in the face of unstable postal communications. The story of Claud Cardew's violin thus offers a framework that may be used to unravel similar emotional entanglements surrounding Western technologies set to work within empire.

I want a violin and a good one & England is the only place where I can get a good one without paying fabulous prices for one." 2 The letter provides instructions on how to select a violin that was loud but mellow, sound in body but affordable. More importantly, its mode of dispatch was minutely detailed, revealing not only thorough knowledge of the workings of the empire mail but also the writer's precise expectations as to how, when, and where a parcel sent by post from England should reach him. Yet Claud's authoritative knowledge of the empire mail is belied by his unusual choice of language, which stands out within the rest of the Cardew family archive. Typically reserved, Claud was impassioned with regard to the violin. His communications surrounding its arrival began with boastful confidence in the postal system's abilities-and culminated in a highstrung, atypical anxiety in face of its delayed arrival. Why was Claud so uncharacteristically anxious?
An inquiry into the changes in the nineteenth-century British Empire mail, beginning with the introduction of steam and the restructuring of post office systems from 1840 onward, only amplifies the question. Although many empire locations experienced swifter and surer communications as the century progressed, new empire stations such as British Central Africa often did not. As one of the first administrators to arrive at British Central Africa, Claud witnessed the scrambled effort of constructing a colony, mail routes included. As clarified below, he was an experienced official, with firsthand participation in postal delivery in colonial outposts. His own experience proved that communications lines to a recently established peripheral station could conceivably falter. Why then did he hang such high hopes on his violin and suffer crushing disappointment when it was delayed?
By reading the case of Claud Cardew's violin closely, I offer a deeper understanding of the interrelation between technologies and emotions. Straightforward studies of technology and empire tend to divorce the chronology of innovations from the lived experience of using them. Whether histories of communication networks such as the Royal Mail 3 or histories of technology's part in national or imperial rule, 4 these studies mostly chronicle technology's evolution from the point of view 2 Claud Cardew to Fred Cardew, Mlanji, East Africa [to England], 29 April 1894, GB 0162 MSS. Brit. Emp. s. 550, Bodleian Library, Oxford. All other Cardew family letters cited in this article are also located in this file. The collection contains eighty-six letters sent over three generations between twelve empire family correspondents, beginning with Claud's grandparents in India in 1842 and ending with Claud's letters from Africa during the First World War. This study focuses on the letters sent between Claud, his father, and his brothers. Conversely, family histories direct attention to individuals, with a considerable contribution centering on the mutual constitution of families and imperial endeavors. 6 Some of these scholars rightfully claim written correspondence as the medium of empire. 7 Yet changes in communication or transport technology, though facilitating much of the empire family phenomenon, are largely absent from empire family scholarship.
Bringing the two together, this study joins a body of scholarship concerned with the lived reactions to and repercussions of technology. From post to sail to telegraph, scholars delineate the effects of the changing transport and communication technology on individual lives. 8 When examining individual lives, some scholars consider emotional consequences, such as shifting expectations among those traveling from Europe to empire 9 or across the Atlantic. 10 Yet despite this attention to affect, most scholarly work on technology in empire does not bring emotional impacts to the fore.
In contrast, studies of imperial sovereignty and culture increasingly recognize, as Joanna Lewis points out, that "empire generated highly emotional experiences for those living in it." 11   sociocultural structures of feeling, 12 some historians of empire argue, along with Lewis, that to fully understand the British Empire, "it is necessary to bring in a history of emotion." 13 Others more specifically track anxieties over the corrupting effects of empire or anxieties for imperial rule. 14 Within the realm of psychological research, Erik Linstrum points to the ways accumulated knowledge led to colonizers' mounting anxiety over the impact of imperial domination. 15 Ann Laura Stoler argues that such anxieties have taken part in shaping the imperial venture by spurring the implementation of colonial policies on the ground. 16 This kind of enquiry reminds us of the empire's dependence on the physical presence of individual men and women whose mental landscapes bear consideration.
Whether in empire settings or elsewhere, histories of emotions call for unique attention to emotional terms and their context. Building on the work of Peter and Carol Stearns, Barbara Rosenwein, Rob Boddice, William Reddy, 17 and other historians of emotion, 18 I consider emotions to be highly influenced by time, place, and social setting and, therefore, subject to historical change. Formed by conventions and cognitive reflexes, emotions are both individually experienced and socially performed. They are often on display in the communal context of family correspondence. The act of expressing an emotion may also serve to strengthen its hold on the performer, rendering the emotional terms not merely professed but profoundly felt and thus a significant trace of emotional experience. 19 The methods and questions raised by the historians of emotions form an especially relevant analytical framework for understanding not only imperial ventures but also 12 For example, see Jane Haggis and Margaret Allen, "Imperial Emotions:  20 As my focus here is on correspondents spanning the nineteenth-century British Empire, these methods may also provide fresh insight into questions raised by historians of empire. 21 In a shift from political and economic formations to technological infrastructure, these approaches attend to the material substructure that brings particular emotions to the fore. In illuminating the emotional field of anxieties and expectations surrounding the uneven diffusion of mail communication technologies in the British Empire, these methods highlight both the lived experience of empire for the British families partaking in it and the emotional ramifications for those living in an age of rapid technological change.
The case of Claud's violin illustrates one such impact that technologies have had on emotional sensibilities. It likewise suggests the crucial importance of the scene in which this impact operates: empire and its emotional repercussions, focusing on the side of the colonizers. The letter to Claud's brother, together with subsequent correspondence, paints a double picture of anxiety: technological, caused by the delayed dispatch of the violin via the empire mail, and colonial, compounded by his position as a lone official in a barely existent colony.
Close reading of the case serves to explain other atypically intense emotions surrounding Western technologies set in empire locations. The case demonstrates the ways that the mail's failure to arrive when due highlighted colonizer correspondents' precarious position while shaking their firm belief in their racial and cultural superiority. Such destabilizing moments coalesced imperial and familial insecurities, as the mail's failure to arrive superimposed imperial insecurities onto a fragile sense of familial connections. In focusing on a single story, I offer a framework that may be used to unravel similar emotional entanglements surrounding Western technologies set to work within empire. 20 This point is expanded upon in a larger project in which I am investigating the impact of technology on emotional relations by examining the changing technology underlying the nineteenth-century British Empire mail and its emotional effects on its users. In this larger project, I focus on the archives of four empire families: the Terrys (1840-1850s, Egypt, Malta, India, and Britain; British Library), the Hilliers (1850s, China, Singapore, Dutch Java, and Britain; School of Oriental and African Studies archive, London), the Wonnacotts (1860-1870s, Malta, India, Aden, and Britain; British Library), and the Cardews (1880-1890s, China, Sierra Leone, South and Central Africa, and Britain; Bodleian Library). Within these parameters, my work centers on one term that stands out in the correspondents' emotional lexicon-anxiety-and explains both why this term appears primarily with regard to the mail and its usages and why mail-related anxiety constitutes an empire-related phenomenon. Although only twenty-four years old in the spring of 1894, Claud Ambrose Cardew already had vast experience of cross-empire communication with the members of his nuclear family. He hailed from a line of men serving in empire positions, beginning with his paternal grandfather Frederic, who was a civil and sessions judge in West Bengal. Claud's father, Sir Frederic Cardew, began his military career in India with a short stretch in Hong Kong, but spent most of it in Africa, becoming the new governor of Sierra Leone by the spring of 1894. 22 Claud's eldest brother, another Fred, went west to join the Canadian Mounted Police before moving on to cattle ranching in Texas and Arizona. 23 By the time he received Claud's letter, though, he was already aiming for a different vocation, returning to be ordained in England and setting his sights on a missionary position in Australia. Cyril, the third brother, headed east toward Malaya as a second-class inspector of the Perak Sikhs. 24 By April 1894, Claud, the youngest, had been in Africa for four years, beginning with a cadetship in the British South Africa Company in 1889 and moving on to the two-year-old protectorate of British Central Africa in the summer of 1893. 25 He had evidently set out with a violin in hand, but his first instrument fell apart not six months after his departure, 26 and he turned to Fred for a replacement.
"The specific dynamics of families stubbornly frustrate generalization," Deborah Cohen notes, 27 yet the Cardews' experiences were shared with others of their time. 28 In particular, they were typical of what Elizabeth Buettner terms "empire families": British families who "became defined by long term patterns of work in residence overseas that alternated with time spent in Britain for schooling, on periodic furloughs, and ultimately in retirement," at times carrying these patterns over generations. 29 Though differing in temperament as well as in social, geographical, or temporal settings, families of middle-and upper-class Britons in the empire shared a series of distinct practices, among them patterns of mobility causing familial separation bridged by letters. 30 In this family, as in other contemporary empire families, mail was the way to keep in touch.
Sir Frederic's letters to his sons began in the fall of 1881, when their mother lay on her deathbed. Shortly thereafter, Sir Frederic was sent to Hong Kong, leaving sixteen-year-old Fred, fifteen-year-old Cyril, and twelve-year-old Claud in schools in England. Father Frederic's surviving letters to his sons and the sons' correspondence with each other numbered sixty-four letters sent between Britain, East Asia, North America, Australia, and Africa over the next eighteen years. 31 Fred, the eldest, was the most regular correspondent, 32 and the most organized recipient. Nearly all the collected letters, whether from father or siblings, were directed to him, yet as none of his letters were saved, his own voice was rendered silent. At the opposite pole stood Cyril, a notoriously bad correspondent with only five surviving letters. He seldom acknowledged receiving letters from his siblings, as Claud noted in a letter to Fred. 33 Claud himself seemed to have been a fair correspondent, urging Fred to "mind you write whenever you can spare the time & I will do the same." 34 Yet, apart from the neglectful Cyril, the Cardew men veered between periods of intense and intermittent correspondence. 35 The content of their letters suggests that the occasional longer intervals between letters reflect a slower pace of exchange and not necessarily missing letters. 36 The Cardews were a family of men, their letters sent primarily between father and brothers. Father Frederic undertook the duties of corresponding upon the death of the boys' mother, his first letters plainly indicating that the recent widower was unused to writing to children. 37 By the 1890s, however, two women were added to the family: young Fred's wife, Norah, 38 and Katherine Jones, father Frederic's new wife. Upon Frederic's remarriage, the letters from him trickled to a halt as the correspondence was taken up by Katherine. 39 The father may have opted to unburden himself from the duties of letter writing when a woman was at hand to take over the obligation. As in other contemporary empire families, among the Cardews the duties of corresponding with kin, and especially distant children, fell primarily to women. 40 31 The number of Cardew letters quoted here is based on the letters in the collection sent by the second and third generation of Cardew correspondents from 1881 to 1898, excluding Frederic's single letter to his illegitimate son, Frederic Jamison. 32  Claud's detailed request for a violin stands out within the Cardew correspondence. The late-century Cardew men rarely sent each other parcels, whether by post or by other means. Of the sixty-four Cardew letters I examined for this study, thirteen discuss nine parcels, most of which contained trivial gifts. The Cardew sons received Chinese trinkets from their father when they were young, yet they seldom requested anything. 41 The one exception was Claud, who on a single occasion asked for "foreign note paper & envelopes" from his stepmother Katherine, ending his request with a vague threat that ties the essential supplies to future letters. 42 Given the common practice of charging women with sending and receiving cross-empire parcels, 43 gender norms may explain the Cardew men's disinterest in parcels, making Claud's supplication to Fred for "a great service, a service which I have no doubt will give you a great deal of trouble," 44 even more remarkable.

EMOTIONS
One further aspect marked Claud's request as unique within the Cardew family correspondence. Alongside the letter's meticulous formulation and singular content, Claud's request stands out for its unusual emotional expression. On 25 June 1894, two months after his initial petition, he wrote, "I haven't seen colour of that violin you were talking about in your last letter. I have spent many a week of hair-turning anxiety expecting to hear of its arrival at Chiromo, our port of entry, by every mail but have had no news of it. However I daresay you have sent me a violin of some kind by this time." 45 Only two months had passed since his letter requesting a violin, and yet Claud was consumed with anxious anticipation. In the sequence of letters concerning the violin, he used stronger emotional terms than was his or his family's wont.
Letters are far from straightforward productions, not least because they are calculated for an acknowledged audience. 46 Yet singular formulations within an extended exchange, such as Claud's atypical emotional exclamations, call for closer inspection. Focusing attention on the letters surrounding Claud's request for a violin and closely reading his emotional exclamations in the context of his own affective vocabulary alongside his family's, points to the distinctiveness of the terms in which Claud describes waiting for a violin dispatched by the empire mail.
The Cardew men's lexicon indicates that they preferred stoic, polite, and noncommittal terms, such as hope, afraid, and glad, to ones with specific and intense emotional tones. Father and sons frequently feared that events might not go as planned, in a typically British polite usage, and were glad mostly in polite response to letters received or to the news within them. In other cases, a stronger sentiment seems to lurk behind the mild terms, as when father Frederic had not heard from his son "for two mails but I trust all is well with you." 47 Whereas another parent might have used stronger terms to convey worry or anxiety, the pious Frederic trusted and hoped. 48 Though he clearly cared deeply for his children, he repeatedly chose guarded terms to describe his own emotions, as did his sons. Moreover, even when using terms that describe actual felt emotional states, the Cardews tended to do so impersonally. For example, father Frederic often used the terms "cheerful" and "rejoice" to prescribe proper Christian sentiment, 49 and the word "relief " was mostly relegated to replacing battalions. 50 Leaning toward emotional portrayals best described as distant, the Cardews often resorted to muted emotive expressions, using bland, polite professions of feeling.
In their emotional reticence, the Cardews conformed to cultural norms. The second half of the century saw a marked shift in the idea of manliness from a homosocial model in which feelings were habitually displayed, to a stricter definition centering on physical prowess. 51 Middle-class men were schooled to suppress their emotions and exercise self-control. 52 These notions were especially prominent in empire settings, John Tosh argues, where definitions of manliness thrived on the dichotomies of race within empire; the colonizers were seen as the polar opposite of the excessively emotional colonized peoples. 53 This racialized belief held sway in the popular imagination, though it often faltered in the face of actual experience, as Philippa Levine notes. 54 Nonetheless, gendered and racial convictions conspired to curb emotional expressions. 55  assignations of colonial roles forced the British into emotional reticence not only in performance but also in a deep disavowal of distinct emotions. 56 In evincing guarded and noncommittal emotional expressions, then, Claud Cardew conformed to contemporary colonial cultural expectations of manhood.
In the relevant letters, Claud used the polite interjections "afraid" and "hope," 57 conforming to cultural and familial norms of masculine reticence. For example, in a subsequent letter to his father, he "hopes" the violin "will arrive here before long," yet to this commonplace he added a telltale sign of insecurity, trusting and hoping in the same breath: "and I trust it will not have suffered any harm from its tough journey." 58 Claud feared, hoped, and trusted, as other Cardew family members often did, but he did so with an undertone of uncertainty.
Considering his guarded expressive descriptions, Claud's request for a violin is unusually emotionally laden, as indicated in the use of urgent and intense language seldom found in the Cardew letters. He describes his "delight" in playing an instrument, 59 and mentions the "pleasure" the violin gave him. 60 The only two times in which he is "grateful" in his letters are with regard to the violin. 61 Moreover, the letters requesting a violin include the only one in which he uses the word "joy," 62 exclaiming, "You can't imagine what a joy a violin would be to me in my present life." 63 The violin as a source of amusement was imbued with high emotional value due to Claud's underlying emotional state. As he explained in a letter to Fred in the summer of 1894, "I shall be alone now for about a month. The officer in charge of the forces in this district whose headquarters are here is going round to inspect the numerous outposts & will not return for nearly a month. If only your violin turns up I shall be able to pass the evenings pretty well." 64 With six district officers appointed in 1891 before their number increased to twenty-seven in 1897, Claud was one of a handful of British administrators augmented by local clerks, policemen, and government staff. 65 Distressed at the prospect of a lonely month ahead, Claud longed for musical distraction. Six months later, he similarly declared himself uncommonly grateful for the rare joy and amusement a violin would afford, seeing as he would "have to eat my Xmas dinner in solitude." 66 His underlying loneliness may account for an even more extreme emotional state: despair. The only times that 56 "A white man mustn't be frightened in front of 'natives'; and so, in general, he isn't frightened." George Orwell, "Shooting an Elephant," in The Collected Essays, Journalism, term is deployed anywhere in the archived Cardew correspondence are those when Claud wishes for a violin: "If I don't get it I shall be in despair," Claud tells Fred, adding that he has not despaired of Fred's finding a passable instrument quite yet. 67 As loneliness transformed into deeper solitude, so eagerness was colored by desperation. These undercurrents of loneliness and despair set the stage for Claud's "hairturning anxiety" while waiting for his violin, 68 a unique turn of phrase that appears nowhere else in the archived letters. Though the terms "anxious" or "anxiety" appear eight times in the correspondence, seven iterations are by father Frederic, whereas the one and only time that Claud refers to anxiety of any kind is in June 1894, while he awaits his violin. As an emotional term that may change in connotation over time, "anxiety" is difficult to define. The Oxford English Dictionary points to its use in English from the late fifteenth century, chiefly defined as "worry over the future or about something with an uncertain outcome; uneasy concern about a person, situation, etc.; a troubled state of mind arising from such worry or concern." 69 This definition aligns with the most prevalent use of the term by the Cardews and their contemporary correspondents. Although unfamiliar with present-day pathologizing definitions of anxiety as worry that is more intense than the situation warrants, they may have identified with the uncertainty, helplessness, and doubt encompassed in the twenty-first century definition. 70 As the sequence of letters beginning in early 1894 suggests, Claud viewed the violin as a way to escape from loneliness and despair and anticipated its arrival with unusual anxiety.

TECHNOLOGY
Claud relied on an extensive technological infrastructure to convey his anxiously awaited parcel: the technology underlying the British Empire's mail. At the bottom of the second folio page of his April 1894 letter, right after detailed instructions regarding the three layers of casings in which to pack his violin, Claud formed a new title in red ink: "Mode of dispatch." He proceeded to mark the first words with a double black and red line: "If you possibly can, send the box to me by Parcel Post, as it will be better taken care of that way & will reach me more quickly." Above the term "Parcel Post," capitalized and underlined in red, Claud added a note: "Parcel Post is 1/9 [one shilling and nine pence] a pound from England to here. Expensive but a very sure way of sending it." 71 These words indicate that Claud was confident that the parcel post was reliable, although costly. Much like other contemporary letter writers, the late-century Cardew  A necessary context to understanding Claud's declared trust in the post lies in the changes in late-nineteenth century communications technology. The 1800s witnessed two converging shifts that shook the bedrock of cross-distance communications. The first was rooted in technological changes, most prominently the rise of steam engines. Though ships powered solely by steam had sailed the oceans since the 1830s, their engines increased in efficiency, while iron hulls increased their size throughout the second half of the nineteenth century. 73 The second shift was a radical reorganization of the ways that letters were shaped, shipped, priced, and paid for. Government-chartered contracts proposed payments for private companies that competed to take on foreign and colonial mails in various routes since 1838. These subsidies allowed the winning companies to invest in steamships, coaling stations, and other expenses, in both westbound and eastbound directions. 74 These paid subsidies, together with the technical ability supplied by steam, may have accounted for a rising promise of postal regularity.
Toward the close of the nineteenth century, then, empire mail was faster than it had been when Claud first experienced it upon his father's embarkation to Hong Kong in the early 1880s. New methods of securing delivery, such as registration, insurance, and compensation, combined to form a "very sure way of sending." 75 This was borne out in the mail routes used by Claud from the early 1880s to the mid-1890s-when writing to his father in Hong Kong, Natal, or Sierra Leone, or when receiving letters in British Central Africa. In 1881, as his father set out to China, a letter sent from London to Hong Kong should have taken thirty-seven days to arrive. By 1896, two years after Claud's current request, a letter sent along the same route was expected to arrive in thirty-two days. Transit times similarly shrank in other routes used by the Cardews; for example, shipping a letter from London to Natal in South Africa was supposed to take twenty-six days in 1881, whereas by 1896 it should have taken only twenty-two. Published transport times from London to Sierra Leone decreased from twenty-eight days in 1881 to a mere fourteen in 1896. 76 Alongside steadily shrinking transportation times, late nineteenth-century mail offered two methods to increase confidence in deliveries: registration and insurance. In his letter of April 1894, Claud asked Fred to send the letters informing of the violin's embarkation using a special postal service that tracked letters en route and guaranteed their safe arrival. 77 In 1856, the British postal guide explained that registering a letter would "make its transmission more secure by rendering it practicable to trace it" from receipt to delivery. 78 , 1856), 10. The same definition was also used later in the century; see, for example, British Postal Guide 1881, 9. 610 ▪ ROZETT eighteenth report to both Houses of Parliament in 1872, "The security from registration consists in the arrangement by which packets can be traced from hand to hand from the moment afforded by of posting to that of delivery; and how great this security is may be inferred from the fact that last year it was only as regards one registered letter out of about 1,400 that any complaint or even inquiry was made; while in nearly all such exceptional cases the result of the application was successful." 79 Within the empire, letters could be registered to select locations from the 1850s. 80 By 1881, correspondents could register letters sent to nearly two hundred global locations 81 for two pence. An additional two and a half pence allowed the sender to receive assurance of the letter's arrival, assuming it had been sent from locations included in the Postal Union agreements of 1874. 82 Not only did the registration service enable tracking the letter and receiving acknowledgment of its arrival but the postal administration also promised to pay 50 francs (sic) upon proof that a registered letter was lost while under mail custody. 83 Furthermore, though foreign and colonial parcels could not be registered, 84 they could be insured when shipped to select colonial locations. A parcel valued up to £50 could be insured for one shilling and three pence. Moreover, even uninsured parcels sent to British possessions, among them Hong Kong and Sierra Leone, could be eligible for compensation if damaged or lost while handled by the empire mail. 85 Encompassing well over 290 destinations worldwide, 86 this all-embracing promise attested to the Post Office's confidence in guaranteeing delivery of both letters and parcels.
Claud's experience communicating across empire to family members may have contributed to his growing faith in the postal system. Available information could also boost his confidence, since by 1894 the estimated sending times for both letters and parcels were published. By the mid-1890s, Post Office guides were publishing "approximate times occupied in the transmission of parcels from London to certain places abroad." Parcels took longer to arrive than did letters; for instance, in 1896 a parcel sent to Hong Kong was estimated to take forty-three days, to Natal twenty-seven days, and to Sierra Leone seventeen days. 87 Thus, Claud's confidence that the violin would arrive both quickly and reliably was apparently grounded in fact.
However, Claud's declared trust in the post made little sense considering his contemporary circumstances. At the time of this correspondence, he was based in the landlocked territory of British Central Africa, whose exports and imports passed 79 Eighteenth Report of the Postmaster General, on the Post Office, 1872, C. 645, at 9. (The report is for the year 1871). 80 For registered letters and parcels in British India from 1854 onward, see D. S. Virk, Indian Postal History, 1873-1923(New Delhi, 1991 Not only did Claud arrive on the scene as one of the first jobseekers but he was also "fortunate enough to get an appointment in the 'administration' of B. C. Africa," as he further explained to Fred. 90 His duties changed continuously. In the disarray of constructing a colony, he filled several positions, among them postmaster: "My work consists of superintending the various Improvements that are being effected on the Br[itish] Concession and sorting what little mail matter arrives for the British residents of Chinde." 91 Though only few letters were sent to the handful of colonialists in the new outpost, Claud could see the inner workings of the empire post from his duties, 92 and the sight was not always pleasing. As he had personally experienced in another remote Africa station, delays in delivery were a matter of course. 93 Two years previously, for example, in the winter of 1891, a letter from Fred arrived nearly three months late, owing to the negligence of two postmasters: "Many thanks for your letter of Nov 5th which I received only today owing to its having gone on to Tuli (a place 75 miles from here) through the gross carelessness of the postmaster here & having lain for a month at Tuli owing to the even grosser carelessness of the postmaster at that place. I may well mention that the postmaster here was hardly accountable for his actions during a fortnight at Christmas-time owing to the fact that he was in a state of drunken muddleheadedness during the period." 94 Postmasters were few and far between in Maclontsie in the British protectorate of Bechuanaland (today Botswana), and Claud describes them as inept, their negligence and drinking suggesting dispirited dissatisfaction with their colonial positions. The phrase "gross carelessness," repeated twice in outraged indignation, appears nowhere else in the Cardew letters. Waiting for Fred's letter, Claud learned firsthand that postal promises of efficiency were not strictly upheld in inland Africa. 88  A review of British Central Africa in guides published by the Post Office and Bradshaw in the late nineteenth century suggests that while the broad brushwork paints a picture of overall advancement, the smaller strokes reveal that not all empire locations were included. Born of missionary and speculator pressure and with little strategic or economic value in British eyes, 95 the British Central Africa protectorate was constantly omitted from relevant Bradshaw listings, among them the thirty-seven colonial locations listed in 1898, 96 and the list of average length of voyages from England to colonial locations of 1903. 97 British Central Africa was again omitted from the destinations of "all the civilized world" included in the General Postal Union, 98 emphasizing not only its remoteness but also its moral and cultural standing in British eyes among other, well-established colonies.
Official Post Office guides reflect in other ways British Central Africa's slighted position in terms of service. Compared to other colonial locations, the options of sending letters there seem sparse. Outgoing mail was limited to four times a month, in contrast to China, where outgoing letters could be sent more often than twice a week, or to Natal, which received letters from London on a weekly basis. 99 The British postal guide for 1986 fails to list British Central Africa when giving approximated sending times for letters or parcels sent from London to other colonial locations including Hong Kong and Sierra Leone. 100 Both the colony's absence from the Bradshaw guides and the infrequent sending options described in the postal guide point to lower demand for communicating with British Central Africa.
Likewise, shipping to British Central Africa was considerably more expensive, at one shilling and six pence from London 101 as opposed to ten pence from London to Hong Kong, 102 nine pence to Sierra Leone, 103 and one shilling to Natal for the equivalent weight. 104 The 1903 Bradshaw's Through Routes to the Capitals makes clear that getting to British Central Africa was an expensive business not only for parcels but also for travelers, with the leg of the journey from South Africa alone adding between six to forty-five pounds sterling. 105 Since people and post traveled the same routes, these prices may further explain why shipping a parcel from London to British Central Africa cost one and a half times more than to Natal and nearly twice as much as to Hong Kong, yet both of the latter are more than 1,500 kilometers further distant. 106

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Though government contracts forced the Post Office to carry mail to all colonies, 107 varying prices reflected the uneven terrain within the empire. Some locations were either easier to reach and cheaper to ship to or harder to reach but with higher demand. In 1894, it was indeed difficult to get to British Central Africa, 108 yet a greater strategic importance could have induced the government to invest in roads and rail. London treasury officials refused to invest in transport routes that would pass through foreign territories, more so as the Protectorate administration was far from supporting itself by locally drawn revenue. 109 Fewer sending options and higher prices further indicate that the Post Office received less funding for forming mail routes to the new outpost and compensated for its costs by charging more. 110 Sending a registered letter to British Central Africa did not necessarily promise peace of mind, as no acknowledgment of receipt was offered for that route, 111 and there was no compensation for a lost registered letter. 112 The Post Office warned that to some countries, "an article can be registered only to the port of arrival; it being left, in those cases, to the Postal authorities of the country to which that port belongs to continue the Registration or not as they may think proper." 113 Thus, although Claud asked Fred to register the letters regarding the violin despite the additional expense, he could not be assured of their arrival or count on compensation. Moreover, he must have realized that other complications habitually occurred en route, such as detainment in customs 114 or redirection when colonial officials changed addresses. 115 Despite his declared expectations of a sure arrival, his violin might not have been "better taken care of " by post.
The British postal guides thus suggest that communicating with British Central Africa was a precarious business. Parcels sent there via Cape Town and Chinde, as Claud requested, did indeed leave from London every Saturday morning, yet they traveled to their destination only once a month. 116  By late June 1894, Claud's unusually emotional description of his "hair-turning anxiety" as he awaited his parcel showed that uncertainty was beginning to eat away at his assurance. 118 His expectations of the arrival of his violin weeks earlier had been dashed. How could he expect so much of mail delivery to British Central Africa? After nearly two years in the protectorate, witnessing firsthand how postal practices could turn inefficient in such remote locations, he should have been prepared for setbacks. Examining the nexus of anxieties in which mail met race met empire explains why Claud hung such high hopes on his violin's timely arrival.

RACE, ANXIETY, AND THE EMPIRE MAIL
In the winter of 1894, upon first raising the notion of a new instrument, Claud's choice of words disclosed both his uncharacteristically high-strung emotional state and the underlying value he attributed to the violin. "If I don't get it I shall be in despair," he stated, "for I can't of course get anything so civilized up here." 119 The strong and atypical emotional term, despair, is distinctly directed at the violin's perceived cultural value as a "civilized" object, one possible to obtain only in England. In aiming for it, Claud positioned himself in stark contrast to his immediate surroundings, his words betraying his perception of cultural and racial hierarchy. Thus, Claud viewed the instrument, due to arrive from metropole to colony, through an ideology of racial binaries.
The connection between the violin, racial divides, and volatile emotions is carried on in subsequent letters. In the letter following his detailed instructions to Fred, Claude describes the unimaginable joy a violin would give him, and confesses, "[V]ery often I am the only white man here for weeks at a time and don't very often know what to do with myself during the long evenings." 120 The violin will bring him joy not only through its musical qualities but also as a companion during lonely hours. Nearly a year later, when the officer in charge leaves for a month, the violin is again presented as an antidote to loneliness. 121 Although far from being the only person in the new outpost, Claud was often "the only white man," suggesting that in his perception the inanimate object is company while the innumerable people around him are not. 122 Claud's description of the local reactions to violin music again reiterates his ideological stance. "The natives don't seem to appreciate Raff 's 'Concertina,' Gounod's 'Serenade' etc.," he complained to his brother's new wife; they also "draw unflattering comparisons" between the violin and "a miserable instrument made of a gourd and a stick & two pieces of bark-string on which they sound combinations of 3 consecutive notes." 123 Though both have a wooden neck, a hollow body, and strings, Claud was affronted by the analogy of the Western and African instruments and the melodies they produced. His father and brothers shared his high-handed disregard of colonized peoples, generally looking down them as uncouth, amusing, and in need of the empire's parental reprimand. 124 Concepts of British racial hierarchies consolidated by the late nineteenth century, particularly within white settler societies such as those in South and Central Africa. 125 Within this supremacist worldview, Claud's notions of racial hierarchy were distinctly embodied in the longed-for violin, and he regarded the music it produced as a public performance of perceived Western preeminence.
Claud was not the only empire official to feel lonely in his outpost. "The isolation of rulers from the ruled was integral to the colonial experience," Ranajit Guha asserts, a structural necessity of "an autocracy that ruled without consent." 126 Minority domination was buttressed by harsher imperial attitudes as well as stricter racial divides. 127 While it was colonized peoples for whom racial segregation created the severest consequences, it also led to an "immense sense of difference and alien-ness experienced by Britons living abroad," as Philippa Levine suggests. 128 Guha argues that for colonizers, a pervasive sense of isolation stemmed not only from curtailed contacts but also from the oppressive recognition that the imperial surroundings were both alien and immense. 129 In self-imposed segregation within an incomprehensible environment, colonizers equally misunderstood local peoples in what Homi Bhabha terms "an ongoing, vacillating process of translation." 130 Attitudes such as the Cardews' were underpinned by an ever-present apprehension that they might be confronted by inexplicable and, to them, irrational conduct. 131 In Along the Archival Grain, Stoler uses the phrase "epistemic anxiety" to describe the uncertainty lurking behind imperial efforts to maintain order in colonial surroundings through regulation and ▪ ROZETT classification. 132 Anxiety, according to Bhabha, was "a necessary social effect of the indeterminacy of the imperial everyday." 133 For empire Britons, then, daily existence was fraught with anxiety. Though they outwardly displayed confidence, 134 the uneasy awareness of the threat of violence that lurked behind their thin veneer of rule could feed a gnawing anxiousness. Conceivably, as this anxiety originated partly due to their minority domination of locals, the smaller the colony, the more colonizers had to be anxious about. Those who were close enough to the precarious work of erecting a new outpost inevitably glimpsed colonialism's contingent nature. In its ability to evoke a comforting home culture, alongside its audible claim for cultural dominance, the violin was meant to mitigate that imperial anxiety.
Yet that is only one aspect of the imperial anxiety embodied in the instrument. Another aspect comes to the fore when the violin's story is compared to another remarkably similar one mentioned only once in Claud's letters. In January 1898, four years after his attempt to ship a violin to Central Africa, Claud reported the history of another conspicuously Western artifact in his remote outpost: I wish I could send you photos of the station & my house. Unfortunately my camera (for which I paid the vast sum of £17/17/0 without any fittings) has gone wrong with the damp and won't work at all. Such disappointments are enough to drive one crazy. I have just built and fitted up a dark-room in the veranda of my house. With this darkroom I could have developed photos etc, etc any time during the day and have turned out much better photographs. I took a lot of trouble over the dark-room, fixed in a small window of red paper, made an absolutely light proof ceiling and door, and fixed up a bit of a sink with a tin case and an old gun barrel. Of course I had to do everything myself and put a lot of work into it. The dark-room is absolutely useless now. Photography was the only means of amusement that I had in this lonely hole. 135 This depiction is uncannily similar to that in the letters describing the violin. Claud was again positioned in an isolated outpost, this time Nkata in British Central Africa, where mentions of the violin are conspicuously absent from his letters. 136 Again, he was lonely. The Western artifact, his camera, must have likewise been shipped from Europe, and its high price suggests complicated shipping arrangements. Most importantly, here again we see the typically reticent Claud expressing extreme emotions. As in the case of the violin, though ostensibly only an object of "amusement," the camera is laden with a heavy emotional charge.
Claud's camera sheds light on a further aspect of empire and anxiety. Alongside the considerable expense, it called for no less considerable effort-building and fitting a darkroom. Yet as Claud emphasizes, the hard work was rendered "absolutely useless" as high hopes came crashing down. To his mind, the culprit was Africa-the damp of this particular colonial location-the same offender that drove him toward the 132 Stoler, Along the Archival Grain, 1, 3. 133  venture to begin with. As indicated by the term amusement, used also to describe the violin, 137 Claud acquired the camera as a means of escaping his colonial surroundings. The darkroom further accentuates this function, as it is a concretely separate zone sealed tight to bar out anything in its vicinity. As with the violin, the camera is antidotal to Africa.
In the correspondence, the camera's chief attribute is its failure. It has failed to function as an artifact mitigating empire anxiety precisely because of its imperial surroundings. In that, it recalls Claud's former fiddle, the one he tried to replace in the winter of 1894: "I was tuning up my violin the other day mirabilis dicere, (punctuality of the silent newton !!!) [sic] my tuning up had no effect on the instrument but rather the tone got lower & lower-I soon discovered the cause for in a moment the belly of the instrument gradually came away from the back. The hot & moist weather of the last few weeks has been rather too much for the glue. It was but an inferior instrument." 138 As the camera evidences, not only inferior instruments collapsed under colonial circumstances. As Emma Rothschild says of another violin sent to another imperial location, the West Indies, nearly a century and a half previously, "the damp and the rainy season brought it all to pieces." 139 The failure of the camera and violin to function undercut any attempt to have them bolster a racial hierarchy. Instead of mitigating Claud's imperial anxiety, their collapse exacerbated it.
Leora Auslander argues that everyday objects are used as crucial means of emotional expression because they mirror two basic aspects of human existence. Like their users, they are embodied, and they can only occupy one place and time, and like their users, they are mortal. 140 Delicate or intricate instruments such as violins and cameras are fundamentally frail, whether located in metropole or colonial conditions. Nevertheless, Claud expected superior functioning out of both objects even when transported through rough terrain. Much like his aggrandizement of empire, itself a fallible mechanism, Claud was confounded when valued Western objects faltered.
Taken together with the story of his camera, the case of Claud Cardew's violin suggests a pattern. A distinctly Western cultural or technological artifact is overburdened with an atypical emotional vocabulary, due to its perceived capacity to mitigate a particular form of anxiety, one that has to do with being a lone white man in an outpost of empire. Yet when transported to colonial settings, these intricate artifacts often falter, undermining the beliefs they are supposed to sustain and exacerbating rather than mitigating anxiety. This pattern applies not only to the camera or to the violin but is the story of the British Empire mail in the nineteenth century.

CONCLUSIONS
In the nineteenth century, mail shipping lines conveyed goods and ideas, as well as people. For someone situated in a remote outpost, the mail was probably the primary connection to distant loved ones. Although mail-operated telegraph lines 137  existed, their presence was not as pervasive as lettered correspondence, and their price was a considerable barrier. The telegraph stations nearest to Claud were in Natal or Cape Colony, and messages were transmitted for five shillings and two pence a word, as opposed to two and a half pence for an entire letter. 141 Like the camera and violin, nineteenth-century British mail relied on Western technology-be it steam engines, stamps, rails, or iron hulls-rendering the mail network a Western artifact. As a self-proclaimed "department of progress," 142 the British mail was metonymic of the empire at large, its technological advancement justifying the imperial mission. 143 Levine claims that for the British, their white identity was imminently tied to colonial success. 144 Ventures of empire mail delivery could easily have been given the same significance, as a litmus test for the strength of empire and Britishness. An 1864 article in the Manchester Guardian asserted, for example, that all Britons "feel a proper national pride in its [the Post Offices'] superiority," as it was an institution that "brought fresh honour and renown to the country of its birth," especially so "now that its success is beyond all possibility of miscarriage." 145 Posting a letter was open to all who could afford the price, 146 yet arguably the post's elaborate system was primarily meant to serve the British public. 147 As Simone Müller reminds us regarding the telegraph, communication systems often served to connect some while disconnecting others, repeatedly reinforcing a racial barrier. 148 Despite attempts to engage more of the vast local populations as postal users, as in the Indian subcontinent in the 1850s, contemporary authorities viewed the British minority as the main target users. 149 Thus, the post was hailed by colonizers as a fundamental link to other white Britons, a panacea for imperial anxiety.
"The borderline affect of anxiety," Bhabha explains, emerges from a "disjunctive relationship between the external and internal worlds, or material and psychic reality." 150 Claud Cardew's expectations of Western technology were at odds with his own experience. Disregarding his working knowledge of Western technology when relocated to remote colonial settings, he held fast to high hopes born of a