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6 - Neurophysiological level: His coeur is where his feelings dwell

Published online by Cambridge University Press:  11 November 2009

Aneta Pavlenko
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Temple University, Philadelphia
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It was a great surprise to me, one of many surprises of my life, that when I began speaking English, I felt freer to express myself, not just my views but my personal history, my quite private drives, all the thoughts that I would have found difficult to reveal in my mother tongue. It seemed that the languages of my childhood and adolescence – Polish and Russian – carried a sort of mental suppression. By the time I was 25, an American, my infancy in English had ended and I discovered that English, my stepmother tongue, offered me a sense of revelation, of fulfillment, of abandonment – everything contrary to the anxiety my mother tongue evoked.

(Jerzy Kosinski, in Teicholz, 1993: 125)

The first non-native speaker to win the most prestigious US literary prize, the National Book Award, Jerzy Kosinski was born in 1933 in a family of Russian Jews in Poland. In 1939, two months after the German invasion, the six-year-old Jerzy got separated from his family. He spent the next six years wandering through the Polish countryside, believing that he was either a Gypsy or a Jew and afraid of being discovered by the German authorities. Three years into the journey, the constant fear, flight, and hunger, as well as the death and atrocities witnessed by the boy, rendered him mute. When in 1945 his parents found him in an orphanage, Jerzy was a half-mad, terrified, speechless child; it took him two years to regain speech (Teicholz, 1993).

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Print publication year: 2006

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