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9 - Ich Bin Kein Berliner

Published online by Cambridge University Press:  05 April 2014

David E. Cartwright
Affiliation:
University of Wisconsin, Whitewater
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Schopenhauer's early years in Berlin were punctuated by periods of discontentment and despair, and his unhappiness moved him to struggle with feelings of self-abandonment. In a revealing reflection recorded in his secret diary, the philosopher set out to steel his nerve and to return to himself:

When at times I felt unhappy, this was by virtue of a misunderstanding, of a flaw in my person. I then took myself to be other than I was and then lamented that other person's misery and distress, e.g., for a Privatdozent who does not become a professor and has no one to hear his lectures; or for the one of whom the philistines speak ill and the gossips spread stories; or for the defendant in an assault case; or for the lover who will not be heard by the girl with whom he is infatuated; or for the patient who is kept at home by illness; or to be other similar people who are affected by like miseries. I have not been any of these. All of this is strange cloth from which at most the coat had been made that I wore for a while and that I then discarded in exchange for another. But then who am I? The man who has written the World as Will and Representation and has provided a solution to the great problem of existence that perhaps will render obsolete all previous solutions, but which in any case will engage thinkers in the centuries to come. I am that man, and what could disturb him in the few years in which he has still to draw breath?

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Schopenhauer
A Biography
, pp. 402 - 465
Publisher: Cambridge University Press
Print publication year: 2010

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