This project began with a question and a curiosity. How can we tell if civilians in conflict settings can protect themselves through social movements? The reigning theories all said this was unlikely, and yet there were cases that suggested, shouted, that protection was possible. I wanted to know why, when, and how these kinds of efforts succeed or fail. I was motivated by the idea that research could help answer these questions and even contribute to the protection of people living in the direst of situations. The choice of Colombia as a research site was dictated by the question, then, rather than the reverse.
I had lived in Central America but had never been to Colombia and knew little about the country, except that it was probably not an easy location in which to do research. I started learning all I could, became drawn to the place, and realized research could be quite feasible and enjoyable, as long as one uses common sense, or does not dar papaya (literally to “give papaya”). I found a beautiful country with warm, humble, thoughtful, determined people and, thankfully, great coffee and rich chocolate. What started as my doctoral research became a journey of discovery that led to the findings presented in this book. It was a true education, full of new experiences, treasured memories, and fast friends. It would also hold my first experience with tear gas and encounters with unbearable heat and unimaginable carsickness, among other pleasantries.
I realized early on in my research that I would have to keep a list of all the people that helped me along the way because I was racking up and continued to take on many, many debts of gratitude. In this sense, this book is the result of a true and broad collaboration. However, any remaining errors are, lamentably, my own.
I first express mis sinceras gracias to all those who shared their precious time, knowledge, and histories with me and invited me into their homes or stores for a tinto, aguapanela, or arepita. Not only did they offer friendship and fascinating, hilarious, and somber tales and insights, but they also genuinely looked out for my well-being and helped me get to where I needed to go. This book would be nothing without them. I was also received warmly during my shorter time in the Philippines, which was similarly eye-opening.