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⁴ It is not my intention here to imply there is a coherent and bounded school of scholars who ‘do’ experiential research. Rather, I am pointing to a range of contemporary (and predominantly feminist) scholars who have placed the everyday, embodied, emotional, and affective experiences of war at the centre of their research.

⁵ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 1.

⁶ Ibid., p. 3.

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⁹ A range of emotions, it should be noted, that many of the ‘experiential scholars’ mentioned previously take account of themselves. Parashar, ‘What wars’; Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War; and Dyvik ‘“Valhalla Rising”’ all recognise that as a site of international politics, war is productive of a range of experiences, including those of excitement, celebration, and joy. What I am concerned with in this article is what happens when war is understood as not only productive of these experiences and emotions, but what happens when they are placed at the centre of analysis.

¹⁰ With thanks to Paul Kirby for this particular list of meanings and affects.

¹¹ Pentinnen, Joy and International Relations, p. 4.

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¹⁸ Ibid., pp. 62–3.

¹⁹ Lisle, ‘Waiting for international political sociology’, p. 423.

²⁰ Ibid., p. 424.

²¹ Ibid.

²² Pentinnen, Joy and International Relations, p. 13.

²³ Ibid., p. 8.

²⁴ Ibid., p. 16.

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²⁷ See Duncanson, Claire, Forces for Good? Military Masculinities and Peacebuilding in Afghanistan and Iraq (Hampshire: Palgrave Macmillan, 2013)Google Scholar and Dyvik, ‘“Valhalla Rising”’.

²⁸ Hedges, War is a Force That Gives Us Meaning, p. 3.

²⁹ Sebastian Junger, cited in Crane-Seeber, ‘Sexy warriors’, p. 41.

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³² Åhäll and Gregory, ‘Concluding reflection’, p. 230.

³³ Cerwyn Moore and Laura J. Shepherd, cited in Åhäll and Gregory, ‘Concluding reflection’, p. 230, their emphasis.

³⁴ Bleiker, Aesthetics and World Politics, p. 25; see also Bleiker, Roland and Hutchinson, Emma, ‘Fear no more: Emotions and world politics’, Review of International Studies, 34 (2008), pp. 115–135 (p. 132)CrossRefGoogle Scholar.

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³⁶ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War.

³⁷ Bleiker, Aesthetics and World Politics, p. 39.

³⁸ One very notable exception to this is, of course, Cynthia Enloe’s significant body of research – for a selection see: Bananas, Beaches and Bases: Making Feminist Sense of International Politics (London: Pandora, 1989); Maneuvers: The International Politics of Militarizing Women’s Lives (London: University of California Press, 2000); The Curious Feminist: Searching for Women in a New Age of Empire (London: University of California Press, 2004) on the everyday militarisation of women’s lives in which she traverses munitions factories, garment factories, and the private quarters of diplomat’s residences in order to uncover the tangle of gendered power relations at the heart of the international political system.

³⁹ Darby, The Fiction of Imperialism, p. 216.

⁴⁰ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 119. It is worth noting at this point that I am not claiming that war novels or fiction are an unmediated way to ‘access’ war or war experiences. Like any form of representation, fiction is profoundly mediated, with novels in particular often written – and thus marked – by those who have the time, education, and resources to devote to writing and publishing. Rather, my decision to turn to fiction comes from its attention to the personal, the everyday, and the emotional.

⁴¹ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 119, emphasis added.

⁴² See Enloe, Bananas, Beaches and Bases; Alison, Miranda, Women and Political Violence: Female Combatants in Ethno-National Conflict (London: Routledge, 2009)Google Scholar; MacKenzie, Megan, Female Soldiers in Sierra Leone: Sex, Security, and Post-Conflict Development (New York: New York University Press, 2012)CrossRefGoogle Scholar; and Parashar, Women and Militant Wars.

⁴³ Pentinnen, Joy and International Relations, p. 7.

⁴⁴ Thanks to Sanna Strand who encouraged me to think through my use of the term ‘war experience’.

⁴⁵ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 100.

⁴⁶ Ibid.

⁴⁷ One of the anonymous reviewers to this piece noted that while there is often a lot of sex in war novels, it is rarely about relaxed pleasure seeking. While I agree with this observation in part, my concern here is not with sex in war novels per se, but rather, the ways in which the characters in the three novels I discuss engage in sexual relations and their apparent bodily enjoyment of them. Further, while I very much agree with the reviewer’s comment that sex in war can be about ‘distraction, power, [a] release of tension’, I would argue that this is not necessarily or always mutually exclusive to its pleasures and enjoyments.

⁴⁸ Zoe Norridge, ‘Sex as synecdoche: Intimate languages of violence in Chimamanda Ngozi Adichie’s Half of a Yellow Sun and Aminatta Forna’s The Memory of Love’, Research in African Literatures, 43:2 (2012), pp. 18–39 (p. 21).

⁴⁹ Norridge, ‘Sex as synecdoche’, p. 28.

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⁵¹ Ibid., pp. 391–2.

⁵² Ibid., p. 392.

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⁵⁷ Ibid., p. 123.

⁵⁸ Ibid., p. 232.

⁵⁹ Ibid., p. 244.

⁶⁰ Ibid., p. 185.

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⁶³ Ibid.

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⁶⁹ Ibid., p. 257.

⁷⁰ Dyvik, ‘“Valhalla Rising”’, p. 144.

⁷¹ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 107.

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⁷³ Anam, A Golden Age, p. 103.

⁷⁴ Adichie, Half of a Yellow Sun, p. 123.

⁷⁵ Ibid., p. 124.

⁷⁶ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 107.

⁷⁷ Ibid., p. 108.

⁷⁸ Anam, A Golden Age, p. 52.

⁷⁹ Adichie, Half of a Yellow Sun, pp. 162–3.

⁸⁰ Ibid., p. 171.

⁸¹ Dyvik, ‘“Valhalla Rising”’, p. 143, emphasis in original.

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⁸⁸ Ahmed, The Cultural Politics of Emotion, p. 4. It is worth noting here that while for some writing within the field of ‘affect studies’ a clear distinction can be made between ‘emotions’ and ‘affects’. See Clough, Patricia (ed.), The Affective Turn: Theorizing the Social (Durham: Duke University Press, 2007)CrossRefGoogle Scholar and Gregg, Melissa and Seigworth, Gregory J. (eds), The Affect Theory Reader (Durham: Duke University Press, 2010)Google Scholar, with emotions remaining within the realm of language and discourse, and affects as ‘non-conscious, non-subjective or pre-personal’ (Åhäll and Gregory, ‘Introduction’, p. 5). I follow Ahmed [The Cultural Politics of Emotion, Afterword] in her scepticism of a clear-cut distinction between emotion and affect. For Ahmed, the claims made by some in the affect literature who argue that the ‘turn’ to affect has qualitatively shifted understanding erases the insights and contributions of feminist and queer work that has consistently challenged the mind-body dualism some affect theorists claim to have newly transcended. As such, Ahmed is uninterested in distinguishing emotions and affects as different aspects of experience, and while her own theorisation makes use of the term ‘emotion’ – ‘because it is the term used in everyday life to describe what I wanted to give an account of’: Ahmed, The Cultural Politics of Emotion, p. 207 – it ‘involve[s] bodily processes of affecting and being affected’ (ibid., p. 208).

⁸⁹ Ahmed, The Cultural Politics of Emotion, p. 45.

⁹⁰ Stewart, Ordinary Affects, p. 128.

⁹¹ Ahmed, The Cultural Politics of Emotion, p. 45.

⁹² Ibid., p. 45.

⁹³ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 107.

⁹⁴ Adichie, Half of a Yellow Sun, p. 245.

⁹⁵ Sylvester (ed.), Experiencing War, p. 107.

⁹⁶ See Steven Morris, ‘British army is targeting working-class young people, report shows’, The Guardian (9 July 2017), available at: {https://www.theguardian.com/uk-news/2017/jul/09/british-army-is-targeting-working-class-young-people-report-shows} accessed 3 November 2017.

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⁹⁹ Brown and Pentinnen, ‘“A sucking chest wound …”’.

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¹⁰⁸ Anam, A Golden Age, p. 142.

¹⁰⁹ Adichie, Half of a Yellow Sun, p. 333.

¹¹⁰ Hoffman, Be Safe I Love You, p. 157.

¹¹¹ Anam, A Golden Age, pp. 99–100.

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