When prayer goes wrong

The prayer-as-the-solution-to-everything trope is a strong feature in much of contemporary Anglophone theology. Whether it is George Lindbeck's magisterial turn to practices as bearers of truth, Stanley Hauerwas’ urge to find in the practices of the church the supra-reliable and distinctive means of ethical decision-making, James K. A. Smith's confidence in the doxological practices of the church to reverse the ‘cultural liturgies’ of the world and their counter-formative dynamics, Luke Bretherton's finding in the Lord's Prayer an account of what a duty of care to refugees should involve, Sarah Coakley's insistence on the impossibility of the study of theology without prayer, or the contemplative turn currently under way within ecological theology and educational theory, prayer is worked hard in contemporary theological discourse.Footnote ² Finding in the dynamics of prayer these sorts of positive possibilities is not itself a problem. Christian theologians have often turned to prayer as a means of grace and site of formation. The problem is not, then, looking to practices such as prayer for solutions to problems but, as Lauren F. Winner puts it, the unintended failure to ‘acknowledge, let alone account for or respond to, the sin entailed by those practices’.Footnote ³

In The Dangers of Christian Practice, a self-confessed extended quarrel with Hauerwas, Winner reaches for ‘another way of talking about practices’.Footnote ⁴ Against those who assume that the Christian practice of prayer is inherently and reliably good, Winner calls ‘the church to be on the lookout for the ways good Christian practices may, and inevitably sometimes will, do the very opposite of what those practices were made, in their goodness (in God's goodness, and in God's good hopes for the church), to do.’Footnote ⁵ Christian practices, she concludes, ‘carry with them their own deformations’.Footnote ⁶ Winner's exposé of the dangers of Christian prayer draws mostly from the mid-nineteenth-century diaries of Keziah Goodwyn Hopkins Brevard, a widow and owner of two plantations near Columbia, South Carolina. In these diaries, and other historical documents from roughly the same period, Winner uncovers some of the dangerously sophisticated ways prayer was used to service slavery. For example, we read of the way Keziah Brevard ‘articulated her relationship with her slaves, and the work of managing a household that ran on slave labor, in the idiom of prayer’.Footnote ⁷ We hear how she prayed about slavery (for her patience and her slaves’ obedience, and to petition God for good servants). And how ‘family worship’ was a particularly effective tool within the ‘managerial repertoire’ because it would

Far from the formative means through which pray-ers are made fully alive, prayer here is dehumanising, destructive, dangerous and damaging – more means of sin than means of grace.

While Winner develops her dangers argument along historical lines, the idea that prayer is part of the problem rather than the solution to the injustices of the world remains evident in contemporary theology and practice. Think of the use of prayer in various contexts of spiritual abuse (e.g. so-called conversion therapy, healing ministries and purity culture); the damaging effect of male-dominated patterns of praying (in word and posture) as discussed by feminist theologians; prayer's complicity in coloniality and how it has suppressed opposition to and liberation from colonial Christianity; the way prayer can make traumatic experiences of reproductive loss all the more traumatic; and more still.Footnote ⁹ Moreover, as Karen O'Donnell argues in her work on traumatic prayer, it is not only that prayer can be dangerous, but ‘deadly’.Footnote ¹⁰ These historical and contemporary examples show that a liturgy of violence can be perpetuated precisely by and through prayer and in a way that reinscribes the dynamics of oppression prayer should seek to oppose. Against such examples, the overwhelmingly positive embrace of prayer in contemporary theology feels naïvely optimistic: in practice, practice does not make perfect.

As Winner and others insist, the work of documenting and then accounting for sin in Christian practices must form part of systematic theological reflections on prayer. The embrace of empirical research methodologies by systematic theologians of the sort readily encountered in, for example, practical theology could help with that work.Footnote ¹¹ Borrowing tools from practical theology could encourage better vigilance against prayer's problems as well as disclose new levels of complexity to prayer as the experiences of those damaged by prayer can more directly shape discourse on prayer. The work of accounting for sin in prayer also requires developing a Christian theology of prayer in a more self-critical mode: one that is, aware of its failings, realistic about prayer's dangers and alert to its precarity. My argument in what follows is that a negative theology of prayer can play a role in accounting for and responding to the sin entailed by prayer, but first I want to turn to Barth's ostensibly positive account of prayer.Footnote ¹²

Karl Barth's positive account of prayer

I am focusing on Barth's theory of prayer for a set of reasons. He works prayer especially hard in critical sections of his Church Dogmatics, he generally assumes prayer to be a reliably positive means of Christian formation, he does not offer enough awareness of the lived reality that prayer can and does go wrong and he can be seen as a sort of prototype of the turns to prayer mentioned above that are currently trending in contemporary theology.

Prayer is positioned prominently in Barth's doctrine of the Christian life.Footnote ¹³ In two ethical sections of his doctrine of creation, prayer is the culmination of his conception of what it means to be a creature before God.Footnote ¹⁴ So, in Church Dogmatics III/3, the creature gains its creatureliness in faith, obedience and prayer – with prayer, as the chief exercise of faith, becoming the means through which the whole self is obediently gathered before God.Footnote ¹⁵ And then, in Church Dogmatics III/4, Barth characterises human freedom in terms of Sabbath, confession and prayer – with prayer, again, functioning integratively and cumulatively.Footnote ¹⁶ Finally, all this doxological attention culminates in the unfinished ethics of reconciliation which is structured explicitly around the petitions of the Lord's Prayer and thematically around the part-volume's ever-generative leitmotif, the invocation of God.Footnote ¹⁷

The mood across and beyond these sections is emphatically positive and optimistic. For Barth, ecclesial practices are the primary drivers of doctrinal, ethical, spiritual and political formation. Hence in the ethics of reconciliation, he looks to the very churchy practices of baptism, prayer and the Lord's Supper to structure his most mature deliberations on the Christian life. Here and elsewhere, prayer comes to bear a heavy load in terms of ‘ordering and cleansing … desire’,Footnote ¹⁸ countering sin, gathering the church in its ministry and mission, revolting against the disorder of the world and actively anticipating the doxological end of all things. For Barth, the community is first gathered in prayer (CD IV/1), then built up by it (CD IV/2) and finally sent out into the world (CD IV/3) in prayerful action and witness.

In other words, prayer is understood to be the grace-propelled corrective to things gone wrong, countering the deformative dynamics of sin with an alternative way of being in the world. This counter-formative dynamic is emphatically at the heart of James K. A. Smith's cultural liturgies project, but it is there in Barth too. If we look at the architectonics of the fourth volume of the Church Dogmatics, Barth puts enormous faith in the countering logic of prayer. Countering the overreaching sin of pride (the sin of CD IV/1) is the movement of petitionary prayer whereby the pray-er is formed into a posture of absolute dependency on God, unlearning the habits of autonomy that are negatively characterised by Barth as ‘self-help’. Countering the downward drag of sloth (the sin of CD IV/2) is the movement of the sursum corda whereby the pray-er's heart is lifted in the active invocation of God. And countering the sin of falsehood (the sin of CD IV/3) is ‘true prayer’ whereby the pray-er learns the truth of the glory of God and the hope of the Holy Spirit. Christians are formed by the things they do in church, which then ripples out, as it were, as the Christian community is sent into the world (§72) in faithful witness. This is the ‘flow’ of Barth's ecclesial imagination and the framework in which his conception of prayer sits. It works inside (from the church) out (to the world).Footnote ¹⁹ And the unidirectionality of this ‘flow’ means that the general thrust of Barth's spirituality is centrifugal – it is active (rather than contemplative), vocal (rather than silent), moving outwards (rather than flowing inwards), always reordering disorder (rather than needing reordering itself).

A good example of what I mean by the idea that prayer mostly reorders disorder rather than needing reordering itself is Barth's demythologised demonology of the lordless powers in the ethics of reconciliation (§78.2). Whereas elsewhere in Barth's ethical writings some have encountered a frustrating level of abstraction – seen in, for example, the lack of case-studies or stories to flesh out the content of the Christian life – by the time Barth reaches his most mature ethical deliberations he offers an abundantly descriptive and profusely specific account of the lordless powers variously at work in the world around him, invading and implicating every aspect of life.Footnote ²⁰ When he looks around the world, his world, he sees all sorts of disorder: from the transportation system that promises efficiency but delivers congestion, to the way slogans and advertisements promise ends they cannot possibly deliver, to the football frenzy that gripped the world at the time of his writing.Footnote ²¹ The solution to these lordless powers and others is revolt. And Barth insists that ‘the decisive action of their revolt against disorder … is their calling upon God’ in prayer, thanksgiving and praise.Footnote ²² You can see why this side of Barth is so appealing to that propensity within ecclesial ethics to turn to the practices of the church to address any number of malformations in the cultural liturgies of the ‘world’.Footnote ²³

However, it is striking that, for all Barth says about the lordless powers in the ethics of reconciliation, for all that rich descriptiveness, for everything he says about the diverse ways the disorder of the world is lordlessly enacted and for all those calls to stand up to injustice and revolt against disorder in and through prayer, it does not seem to occur to him that the church and its practices might also be implicated, however subtly and unobviously, in the lordless danger he encounters everywhere but the church.Footnote ²⁴ Revolt here is a one-way street: prayer revolts against things that operate lordlessly outside the walls of the church rather than itself needing to be revolted against.

An arresting example of revolting against prayer is the ‘Pussy Riot prayer’. In February 2012, five young women in trademark colourful costume of the feminist post-punk collective, the Pussy Riot, entered Moscow's Cathedral of Christ the Saviour, which was reconsecrated in 2000 when Vladimir Putin took the presidency. When they entered the sanctuary, they did what many have done before them and prayed and sung songs. But this was a gathering of bodies to act in rebellious ways. They did not kneel, but stood; they did not close their eyes, but kept them open; they did not clasp their hands, but waved them high; they were not ordained, but lay; they were not men, but women. This was a prayer of protest. It was directed at the church's support for Putin during his election campaign. Although masked, this was an act of subversive unmasking of the lordless powers that operate precisely within the church and are disseminated through its practices. As quickly as the church was condemning the performance as ‘blasphemous’, others were seeing in this gathering of rebellious bodies a liturgical performance of its own kind. Although it broke liturgical rules, it remained ‘liturgically literate’ – seeking as it did to subvert liturgically the liturgy.Footnote ²⁵ Indeed, as Nicola Slee says, ‘to resist and protest against what is inadequate or oppressive is already to pave the way towards fresh and more adequate forms of faith’ and sustainable theological discourses about prayer.Footnote ²⁶ It became known as ‘punk prayer’, a form of ‘indecent praying’; praying against prayer.Footnote ²⁷ And it did what prayer, if we take Barth at his word, should do: that is, revolt against unjust structures of power wherever they might operate, even if they operate in the church and through its core practices. There are occasions, then, when the most doxological thing Christians can do is to refuse to pray as they ought and so refuse to collude with and extend the damage enacted in the name of prayer.

The shadow-side of prayer

I have, so far, highlighted the generally positive nature of Barth's account of prayer. While the general ‘mood’ (on this, more later) in nearly everything Barth has to say about prayer is positive, in this section I want to identify some shadowy inflections within the dynamics of prayer in order to clear space for a more textured, less ‘rosy’ theorisation of prayer.Footnote ²⁸ Put differently, I want to explore the possibility of a negative theology of prayer. By ‘negative’ I do not mean the spiritual category of ‘darkness’ associated with, for example, John of the Cross’ night of the soul (that is, a darkness that is nevertheless revelatory). Nor do I mean the way the term gets framed within the psychology of prayer as having to do with prayer's negative effects on the well-being of those who pray; though it is important to note that prayer-science does not assume that only good things come of prayer.Footnote ²⁹ Nor finally do I mean the phenomenon of imprecatory prayer and the sort of prayer that is practised with the intent to cause harm.Footnote ³⁰ Instead, I am reaching for something closer to the way the negative gets theorised in political theology.Footnote ³¹ More explicitly, I am following the way the negative has been applied to Christian practices by Brandy Daniels by taking up, via Barth and in relation to prayer, Daniels’ challenge ‘to embrace … a negative, critical, turn to practices’.Footnote ³²

There are some resources within the formal prayer-sections of the Church Dogmatics to enable a more critical turn to prayer. One example is when Barth warns that ‘the whole of human egoism, the whole of human anxiety, cupidity, desire and passion, or at least the whole of human short-sightedness, unreasonableness and stupidity, might flow into prayer (and that by divine commandment!), as the effluent from the chemical factories of Basel is discharged into the Rhine’.Footnote ³³ Elsewhere he says similarly that prayer is ‘made with all the imperfection and perversion and impotence of all things human’.Footnote ³⁴ What flows into prayer is not pristine and rosy, but full of the murky discharges of sin. Another example is when Barth develops his extensive criteria of what counts as ‘true prayer’.Footnote ³⁵ Although he does not fill out the implications of prayer's negative side or develop corresponding criteria to judge what counts as ‘false prayer’, there is an assumption that such a side to prayer exists. Further, it is structurally significant that two of Barth's principal treatments of prayer are situated in the doctrinal context of creation and therefore amidst, not immune from, the ineradicable fragility of creaturely existence. It is a condition of creaturely occurrence that everything is bound to sin – and prayer is no exception. A final example drawn from the prayer-sections could be the role of confession. While petition takes prioritisation across Barth's writings, the prioritisation is a sort of primus inter pares in the sense of never to the detriment of other forms of prayer. ‘Christian prayer is inevitably a confession of his own weakness and inability and unworthiness, of the whole lost condition in which he is discovered in the sight of God. … To pray in the Christian sense means fully and unreservedly to admit and confess to God all our wretchedness.’Footnote ³⁶ That prayer must be embedded with in community life and benchmarked against the petitions of the Lord's Prayer are further checks and balances Barth introduces to mitigate against the possibility of prayer going wrong, which again carries the assumption that prayer can go wrong.

However, as fast as effluent flows into prayer, at every turn Barth's optimism pulls him back to resolve the dangers of prayer internally within prayer's own salvific logics before they can cause real damage in the world. Although Barth may retain space for the confession of sins in prayer, the logic is still one of prayer fixing prayer without sufficient acknowledgement that sin can reach into the practice of confession itself. And, as Jonathan Teubner warns of Augustine, the idea that the corporate dimensions of prayer can protect against the dangers ‘has its limits, for there is nothing guaranteeing that the community as a whole is not deformed in some fundamental way. In short, community-tested prayer cannot save us any more than our own desire-led prayer can.’Footnote ³⁷ Ultimately, any danger in prayer is neutralised by Jesus Christ who ‘is properly and really the One who prays’.Footnote ³⁸ In Christ, our petitions ‘become holy petitions’.Footnote ³⁹ ‘And this means that although what we do is in itself very unholy, even when we pray, it will not fail to be sanctified. There may indeed by an influx of that which is human, perverted and limited into our petitions. We shall come as we are, and God knows well what we are. But as our asking follows His command and is addressed to Him, it is necessarily ordered and purified.’Footnote ⁴⁰ The strong christology of prayer, in the wrong hands, can hide all manner of injustice, even fabricating – to borrow imagery from Barth's doctrine of evil – ‘a kind of alibi’ under which the deformative dynamics of wickedness ‘cannot be recognised and can thus pursue its dangerous and disruptive ways the more unfeared and unhampered’.Footnote ⁴¹

Outside of the prayer-sections, Barth's critique of religion, articulated with some force earlier in the Church Dogmatics (§17), can offer ways of thinking critically about religious practice.Footnote ⁴² Part of the novelty of Barth's account of religion is that he does not think Christianity should try to sidestep the critiques of religion made by its modern despisers but instead embrace them. In fact, the critiques of Marx, Feuerbach and others apply first and foremost to the Christian religion: the principal target in Barth's critique of religion becomes Christianity in all its pious, doxological and liturgical attempts at religious self-justification before God. By such a logic, if God is ‘against’ religion, God is against prayer. As Matthew Myer Boulton argues, because prayer stands at the height of religious piety it comes closest to the judgement of God.Footnote ⁴³ The more prayer presents as pious, the more it is judged by God as religious. Boulton even understands the fall as a ‘fall to our knees, a fall into prayer’, implying that prayer is not so much the solution to sin as its occasion.Footnote ⁴⁴ However, the final word in Barth's critique is not religion's annihilation, but the promise of its remaking. Following a form of the greater the sinner, the greater the saint argument, the more Barth accentuates the disastrous misdirection of religion and its core practices, the more amazing is the grace that comes from religion's remaking as religion gets sublated, again via a christological dynamic, into the ‘true religion’ (or ‘true prayer’, when transposed into Barth's lexicon of prayer). The sin is made good, the damage healed, the danger avoided.

The example of the lordless powers above suggests that Barth underplays his critical hand in his mature writings on prayer in which the manifold sins and wickedness of the church are conspicuous by their absence from his great litany of the powers of lordlessness. Had Barth returned to the ruthlessness of his earlier critique of religion later in life, he might have turned his critical gaze to consider with as much descriptive detail the operation of lordlessness in the life of the church as well outside the church, countering the liturgical optimism of the ethics of reconciliation and initiating something a revolt against the disorder of prayer. It feels as though Barth becomes progressively entrapped by an ecclesial logic in ways of which the early Barth – and his radical revolt against the church – might have been a good deal more suspicious.

While the prayer-sections and the section on religion start to articulate a more textured understanding of prayer, the overwhelming dynamic in Barth's account of prayer remains, then, generally positive. Barth cannot resist the inclination to pull prayer out of the danger zone and cast it in the best possible light. However, there is one further strand of his thinking worth exploring which might push closer to a negative theology of prayer: Barth's idea of the ‘shadow-side’ (Schattenseite).

In an architectonical move echoing something of Calvin's swift shifting from prayer to double predestination in book three of the Institutes, in volume three of the Church Dogmatics Barth slips from the joy of prayer (§49.3) into the depths of disorder in his treatment of evil as Nothingness (§50). From the highs of prayer, through which pray-ers find themselves ‘at the very seat of government, at the very heart of the mystery and purpose of all occurrence’, Barth turns immediately to the lows of the ‘opposition and resistance to God's world-dominion’.Footnote ⁴⁵ This curious textual juxtaposition renders prayer never far from evil in Barth's theological imagination. Arguably the strangest and most contradictory element in Barth's doctrine of evil is the short section on Schattenseite (§50.2), which has sustained a level of confusion and frustration among Barth's interpreters disproportionate to its length.Footnote ⁴⁶ At his clearest, Barth wants to insist that the shadow-side is not Nothingness, and neither is it nothing. While Nothingness is ‘that which God does not will’ and as such is to be banished from creation, the shadow-side is more the ‘negative aspect of creation and creaturely occurrence’ undertaken in the goodness of creation.Footnote ⁴⁷ Nothingness, for Barth, is evil in the strongest possible sense, as ‘opposition and resistance’ to God.Footnote ⁴⁸ The Schattenseite, however, is less clear cut. It tends to sit awkwardly between good and evil, expressing itself in shadowy things like darkness, suffering, decay and death that are not evil in the proper sense (as privations of the good) yet do not really belong to the good either (as goods themselves).

The shadow-side has frustrated, perplexed and seemingly even annoyed several of Barth's interpreters. Rosemary Radford Ruether, for example, finds the Schattenseite ‘the most difficult problem in Barth's treatment of evil’, and a somewhat exasperated R. Scott Rodin concludes that ‘there is simply is no evidence for a shadowy side of creation, and its inclusion is a most troublesome and unfortunate feature of Barth's doctrine of evil’.Footnote ⁵⁰

In what follows, I take the ambivalence that perplexes readers of Barth's Schattenseite as an advantage. The ambivalence is intentional, I think, and performs something of Barth's stated aim to disorientate the possibility of speaking about the nature of evil with much clarity or certainty. Given what evil is, Barth cautions that discourse on evil can proceed only through ‘broken thoughts and utterances’.Footnote ⁵¹ I suggest this ambivalence, present in his writings on evil, needs to be carried over to discourse on prayer to initiate the sort of critical turn to practice suggested by a negative theology of prayer. Although Barth does not reference prayer in the Schattenseite section, he admits elsewhere that we ‘are not in a position altogether to elude the shadow which is also characteristic of existence. Sooner or later, in one way or another, we shall have to give ear to this sad voice.’Footnote ⁵² Indeed, as Ruether notes, ‘the basic struggle between creation and chaos’ is a tension ‘which runs through and underlies every doctrine’ of Barth's – and I am proposing to extend this observation into the practical domain.Footnote ⁵³

On a fundamental level, then, Barth's Schattenseite makes the claim that creation – and so all creaturely occurrence – ‘has not only a positive but also a negative side’.Footnote ⁵⁴ The shadow impresses a ‘remnant of chaos’, ‘an instability – a permanent endangerment of creation as such’.Footnote ⁵⁵ For Barth, ‘the negative aspect of creation is a reminder of this … corruption’.Footnote ⁵⁶ No better inoculated against the threat of chaos than any other creaturely occurrence, prayer balances precariously on the cusp of Nothingness, always ‘on the verge of collapsing back into non-existence’.Footnote ⁵⁷ Seen from the shadows, then, prayer is much more muddled and contradictory than simply and reliably either ‘true’ or ‘false’, pure or impure. Against the assumption of Schattenseite, attending only to the positive possibilities of prayer feels overly optimistic of a stability that is evident more in theory than practice and descriptively limited too, even distorted, by failing to do sufficient justice to the full – and that means contested – reality of prayer.

It would be convenient if evil somehow emerged as the solution to the problem of prayer, but this is not quite the case for several reasons. The spatial imagery Barth invokes throughout the Schattenseite section (sides, edges, boundaries, frontiers, verges) is not fully helpful. A negative theology of prayer needs to lean deeper into the shadowy ambiguities of creaturely occurrence to understand prayer as not simply something positive with potentially (and sometimes actually) dodgy edges, but ipso facto a site of inherent contestation. The place of prayer is a place of conflict. As well as leaning deeper into the shadows, a negative theology stays there for longer too. There are moments in Barth's discussion of Schattenseite when he sustains the tension of the shadow-side as caught awkwardly and unresolvedly between good and evil, but other times the tension proves too much. These are the occasions when, in a rush toward some sort of resolution, Barth comes to understand the shadow as an essential and necessary aspect of God's good creation. He wants too quickly to ‘abandon the obvious prejudice against the negative aspect of creation and confess that God has planned and made all things well, even on the negative side’.Footnote ⁵⁸ This is why Barth is compelled to fold into the shadow-side discussion his famed eulogy to Mozart to make the point that even discordant notes can be resolved by the grace of God into the praise of God; praise in minor key, but doxology nonetheless.Footnote ⁵⁹

That the shadows are not strictly evil but necessary limitations and imperfections, and could even praise God in their own ways, might make sense of physical death ‘as a natural limitation’, but the sort of dangers identified earlier in this article claim no cause for rejoicing.Footnote ⁶⁰ The spatial distinction between Nothingness and the shadow no longer holds: these shadows have manifestly crossed the frontier into evil as radically opposed to the will of God. A negative theology of prayer needs, then, to go further than Barth. It needs to dwell deeper in the Schattenseite and for longer, refusing the rush to make positive the negative. It means dwelling deeper than even Winner who concludes that Christian practices ultimately remain gifts from God, albeit damaged in the reception of those gifts.Footnote ⁶¹

In addition to sustaining the tension of prayer's inherent problematic, a negative theology of prayer encourages something like the sort of disciplined practices of alertness recommended in Ephesians.Footnote ⁶² ‘Pray at all times in the Spirit, and with this in view, be on the alert’ (Eph 6:18; see also Col 4:2), and be especially alert to the ways prayer, and theological accounts of prayer, can ‘perpetuate and produce harm’.Footnote ⁶³ If prayer is never without a shadow, a negative theology of prayer demands a heightened awareness of dangers, self-critique and the assumption that there is always another side to the story of prayer to be told. Indeed, communities of pray-ers cannot disavow their connection to prayer's history of violence. If pray-ers share in the positive possibilities of prayer, they share too in its legacy of dangers, damages and malformations. As such, Winner even wonders whether anthologies of Christian prayer should include material drawn from and informed by its uncomfortable history as a way of disturbing prayer's piety with a permanent reminder of its violent past. This negative side of prayer is assumed by Pauline material elsewhere in the New Testament. The significance of Romans 8 to a negative theology of prayer is not so much its pneumatological resolution to the problem of prayer's failure, as it is often taken to be, but its stated paradox that prayer – no matter how hard we try – is inherently conflicted. Christians are called to a life they cannot live as they ought. Instead of trying to resolve the sort of aporia suggested by Paul's failure to pray, a negative theology of prayer accepts it and when it ceases trying to resolve it, it is most receptive to the subjunctive possibilities presented by the tension. To think negatively about prayer requires cultivating a ‘spiritual discipline of suspended uncertainty’,Footnote ⁶⁴ recognising shadowiness, facing up to failure, being alert to the ‘negative outcomes and/or by-products of Christian practices’, revolting against them and resisting the urge to make too much theological sense of the inherent paradox of prayer.Footnote ⁶⁵

Why doesn't Barth tread a more critical path in his theology of prayer? This has something to do with the ‘mood’ of his writings on prayer.Footnote ⁶⁶ As mentioned above, Barth generally writes and is read in the indicative and imperative moods. The strong presence of the imperative mood is shown in Barth's linking of prayer with divine command and human obedience. The fundamental imperative of prayer is Jesus’ instruction: ‘pray, then, like this’ (Matt 6:9). Prayer is indicative because it is invested with formative significance. It gives shape to human lives and bears a heavy load in terms of the sorts of (positive) formation discussed above. To drive a critical turn means, then, switching moods into one that Barth does not readily inhabit: the interrogative, which encourages ongoing testing, questioning, critique and thus heightened alertness to the possibility of prayer going wrong. A negative theology of prayer is a theology of prayer in the interrogative in the way it faces doubts, critiques and radical suspicion.Footnote ⁶⁷ However, a theology of prayer cannot live in the interrogative mood alone. A fuller theology of prayer gathers up the moods and weaves them together in such a way that makes them fully alive, fully integrated and intensified and balanced. Such an account needs to retain the critical stance of the interrogative (and its alertness to danger without needing to over-resolve the conflicts inherent in prayer) alongside the imperative (to keep praying), the indicative (to pray ‘like this’ and not like that), the optative (the desire for prayer's eschatological healing) and the subjunctive (the ‘what if’, to expand the repertoire of prayer from within and beyond ecclesial life to encounter the Spirit in new and unfamiliar ways).Footnote ⁶⁸ So for all the hesitancy of the negative, I am not suggesting endless negation. Prayer is hope, after all. There will be an end to all this. It is not that prayer will end (as Boutlon imagines),Footnote ⁶⁹ but the dangers that come from praying on earth rather than in heaven will cease. We live in the hope that the liability for prayer to go wrong will one day end – that we can finally pray as we ought, free from prayer's damage and damaging of others. In the meantime, a negative theology of prayer integrates suspicion of any form of praying that promises too much and a fundamental concern to open new theological imaginaries from the broken fragments of prayer's multiple failures.